It's like..you know you shouldn't, but you do?
This is mine:
Making the most of the bizarre weather we had yesterday (welcome back Mr. Sun, my old friend! Please stay awhile..), I dragged a friend of mine to Pheonix Park, to explore! (truth be told, we went to play on the swings, but they were taken over by those 'children' type things..)
We started off by crawling up the hill to the old Magazine Fort (friend thought it was hilarious that they had a fort for magazines during wars and stuff...until I explained what a magazine is..)
We followed a pretty little stream...
Which led to a bitch of a hill...but it was nice at the top..:
We found a tree to play on! (yes, we are just big children...)
But then my friend fell out of said tree, so we left that, and found some deer:
And a big rock..which we stood on, and did our vampire poses (as you do..)
And a bench...where we did the same! (I was not ready when she took this one!)
We were tired then, so we headed home, as the sun started to set over the magazine fort!
Always surprising what putting pen to paper will result in...
Flawed imperfections, clouded reflections,
Showing hidden curled lips, spiralling eyes, making you
Less than nothing, valueless, priceless, you're
Meaninglessly searching for a rhythm, heartbeat that hints at relief from the constant battering of the air and breath of the perfection which you strive to touch, to feel within your grasp.
Peers on raised pedestals, an arms length above your head
Look on in pity as you struggle.
Hands extending but never quite grasping, a taste, a morsel, never savoured.
Smiling mouths reach frowning eyes.
A sweet sting, metal on satin, fire, danger and passion released.
A silver song, piercingly sweet, short in length, but neverending in memory...
Each note gasps, relief in each breath.
The flawed relfections in a tarnished mirror broken suddenly, spiralling, become beloved friends.
You can expect lots of the above from the end of march...be warned! The fact that its released on my birthday just makes it so much more awesome...
(yes, I am aware that I'm a big vampire loving nerd..)
Is it normal to miss someone that you have no desire to see on a daily, or even weekly basis?
Surely it's strange to love someone that you dislike immensely? (hate is too strong a word for this instance..)
It can't be right to want to cut someone completely out of your life, while the thought of doing it is impossibly hard to bear, surely?
It's fucked up to dread hearing from someone, but to long for just a text or a voicemail to let you know that they're ok and they know and care that you're still alive and well, right?
Isn't it ironic that the one thought you shove out of your mind and close the door on is the one thought that finds the only open window and climbs in at the most surprising moments?
(Isn't this just one of the most stupid blog posts you've ever read??)
from the slutty raccoon...
What I wanna know is...how did the raccoon and its friends get served in a bar in the first place...?
I have had a dog, a family pet, in the past, but she's gone now. There will be another one, a beautiful one, in my future.
There is a dark haired man by the name of Derek in my future, who I will have a close, but not intimate, relationship with.
Apparently, and this is not my fault, two dark haired men (it's all about the dark haired men!) will fall in love with me. I might already know one of them, and I will be holding hands with him by the end of march (he's a lovely guy too, apparently...)
I am going to have three children.
I am going to run a creche. My career is definately going to be looking after other people's childen (plus the three of my own..)
I will live in a house, with no gates, but it will have a driveway (?)
I will feel the pinch of the recession at around April/May, but I shouldn't worry because I will get through it.
I have a very generous mother, who is an angel, and she is going to come into money at the end of summer.
I'm also a beautiful person, on the inside and out, and very gentle. I will get a lot stronger in the next year.
Or at least, that's what the fortune teller told me yesterday....
I must have this...(all I need to do is find €400 and drop down to a size 6...no problem..)
